Two weeks ago, I thought my life was headed in a specific direction. That’s all been changed. I’m now faced with an uncertain future. I’ve spent much of the last two weeks in tears. The person I thought I was isn’t who I am. The life I thought I had isn’t the one I have. Everything’s been turned upside down, and I’m struggling, daily, to put it right side up. I thought I did everything I was supposed to do. It’s turning out, rather quickly, that I didn’t. I won’t name specifics. It’s pointless. The people involved have issues and struggles of their own, and I won’t add to them. I want them to be happy, even him. I want their lives to be fulfilling. I want the bad stuff to go away, so we can all find our equilibriums again. I don’t know what kind of person that makes me. It has been said that communication is important to a healthy relationship. I’m not very good at that, but I try. Nobody can say I didn’t try.